God Created You

I think, therefore I exist

The thought of my thoughts is fascinating

Infused with such substantiated meaning, the substance in the thought can become a burden

Waves penetrate great walls and thoughts escapes all walls

Boundaries have I set but wave after wave my thoughts collide

Who can understand the heart, deceptive in nature, cruel in picture, who can trust in it?

As I think so am I

I exist within the realm of words

Multiplicities of stories told through a mirage of filtered screens

One face is shown, another pulled off, one side is revealed and another hidden

Wretchedness in my heart, yet joy is manifested, a cancer rotting away, yet euphoria is at play

As a man thinks, so is he

I was told a lie last night

Struggling with fright I decided to fight

Men scream when fear has captured their thought

The ailing woman in child birth shouts yet joy is brought forth

Who is fear and why does he madden my thought

Who is love and why does he hush my thought

As they think, so are we

Life and death is in the power of the tongue; those who love it will eat its fruit

Death is a thief ready to kill and destroy

Life waits at the gate, patient in longsuffering it calls my name

I present before you, life and death, please choose life

As God thinks, so am I

He has come to save SINNERS like Me and You.

Forget what matters to you or what doesn’t. Try and remind your heart of the good and simple times. You know, those moments where you thought life will never be able to challenge and threaten you. I can’t think for you, so I am willing to speak it to you. There is a God and my beloved, you know it well. You have always known so please save us both sometime and do not disperse yourself into your own shell. Hell, is real and forgetfulness of that reality is your Achilles heel.

“There is no greater love than laying your life down for another”.

Why do you constantly pretend that this life given to you, has not been bought with a price? Take this analogy, they always say a cheater (the animal) cannot change his spots, so is the price for mankind’s freedom. It cannot be changed. Like for like, blood for blood, life for life. If a stranger asked you to lay down your life, to draw your last breath for all, will you, do it? I wouldn’t either. But there is no shame in admitting this flaw in us. But the one true man, the Godhead, the Word in flesh has come and conquered. He looked death in the eye and strangled it to death. So therefore, he leaves you with this commandment…

“There is now no more condemnation, love your God with all your heart, and all your soul, and love your neighbour as you love thy self”.

It is that simple. Salvation has been given unto us for free. With thy mouth you confess  Jesus Christ is your Lord and with thine heart believe that God has raised him from the dead and you shall be saved. After, start walking in God’s Word with help of the Holy Spirit  (“if ye love me, ye will obey my commandment”). That simple.

It has taken me a long time to come to terms with this revelation. I use to look around my surrounding and through ignorance, I would continuously deny my Creator. I allowed my eyes to deceive my heart into thinking I was alone in this world, that I had no real divine reason for being on this earth. God has always been by our side but we choose not to search for him. Instead we fantasize about alternate realities, worlds and lives in order to escape our own wretched lives. Yes, wretched. It is wretched because whatever you do with your time underneath this sun, without the input of God, it is all in vain! Life has been given to us without a cost. Why does man use it to abuse his fellow man? What is the point when one day, whatever riches you amass is being left for another? Yes, you might be building an empire for the next generation of your family but how does one know if a fool is not going to inherit those riches. My description of man is this… the air you breathe is cleaner than your thoughts yet because of greed, you have polluted it for everyone.

Let a stranger be a stranger, but I will let a stranger be my friend.

I am not a lonely man, quite the opposite. I have God. Christ Jesus is my friend, my everything. He teaches me how to walk, talk, laugh, cry, feel, sleep, dream, think and even dance. Yes, the Lord is my shepherd and I shall not want. I lack nothing because he provides everything. I have drunk from the fountain of his Living waters and it is filling. It fills me up and up, it starts overflowing. My laughter rings in the ears of my fellow man that he/she wants to enquire where my joy comes from. Today I am here to tell you he is offering that same water to you. The whole purpose of him coming down from his throne of glory was to offer you that Living water. You might think you are alive but brother when I say you are deader than dead; l mean you are dead. The body you feel so proud and conscious of is just a tabernacle for the real you. Yes, that man you know very well. Yes, you know, the one inside of you.

What voice do you listen to? Well today if you hear the voice of God, do not harden your heart in rebellion.

How many times have you been told Jesus is your Lord and saviour? How many times have you been stopped and someone you thought was crazy reminds you to follow Jesus Christ? Warning after warning but your ego through ignorance grows so far up your backside that free love being offered to you seems crazy. Yes, one can love but no one, and I mean no one loves like Yeshua. He was, he is and he is to come. Yes, you heard. He is coming. Be prepared or “be gone”.

Get up! “now DRINK, yes you can” 

God changes us, we don’t change him. He is an unchanging God, therefore be still and know that he is. We have to just keep moving, doing the things our spirit desire according His word and He will direct all our paths. What happens when you’ve done everything you can do and there is nothing else you can do? well you do what you can. He will lead you through the dry desert into an overflowing spring of water that will fill your soul for an everlasting time, because he is everlasting. Everything he is preparing us for is for his everlasting purpose. So don’t be anxious in anything but in everything give him praise because great is thy faithfulness, Jesus. ARISE and GO!

I have become so mindful of Him I want to cry this very moment. My fingers may be typing but my heart is firmly fixed on your love Jesus. You have soothed my heart in so many places. At this very moment, pain is non-existent and your love is my only reality. Oh, how I love your presence.

You see, there are things we can see and there are other things we cannot see. I can see the words I am typing on this screen, yet I cannot see those same very words in my head. Does that mean those words in my head don’t exist? Foolishness right? Of course they exist, because they have been manifested from a place that is unseen, to a place that is now seen. Well Hebrews 11:3 teaches me that “by faith we understand that the universe was formed by the word of God, so that things which are seen were not made of things which do appear”. This tells me how I came to be. The incredible thing about this is, I was begotten by an all loving, incorruptible, immortal, eternal God, who looked at me in an unseen way and moulded me to be how he saw and still sees me to be. He breathed his everlasting breath in my nostrils and here I am using that same breath to write my unseen words to your seen world. You see?

God is not far; he is actually the closet person to you right now. It is not an illusion that you can’t see him, you just live in the seen world, it does not mean there is not an unseen. Let go of your heart and let go of your head, and feel Him now. Oh how I love your presence Father. You have purposed a great sense of love in the depths of my heart and I know when your love is near and when it is far. You have created me to know your voice, because your sheep know your voice.

I stand before you a man, walking the same earth as you, yet I also stand on the same earth, still a man but in the presence of God. How? Well that is the beauty of Jesus, he is everywhere. The seen and the unseen. All of creation is His, the seen and the unseen, the heavens, the earth, the stars, the galaxies, the angels, the flowers, the animals, laughter, the cries, the hunger, the thirst, the joy, the peace, he sees and feels it all with you, because he has made you in His image and His likeness, and all creation points to His magnificence. He created it all for His own pleasure. The beauty of it is, He is not influenced or measured by his creation. He is so much more, God is God alone, and there is no other besides Him. If you can fathom the grandeur of this thought, please email me when you have received the revelation.

The only reason I am writing is because, it has been purposed in my heart to write. I know the difference between thinking to write and just writing. The spirit of God is stronger than my own spirit, therefore when he causes me to write I write. Love is a funny person. I think about it sometimes and I laugh. Here is an emotion (a person) I cannot see yet when I feel it, it is as if a thousand people are hugging me at the same time. You see, love is experienced differently, through marital or sexual desires, unconditionally with family members, children, love of food, entertainment, books, music so on. Yet we actually never see this emotion, this feeling, this real person who comes to us and allows us even if it is but a momentary feeling, to feel joy in our hearts. How wonderful are the feet of that person called love? How glorious are the wonders of that person who causes us all to love? God is truly love. He who knew no sin became sin so that I might gain life. He is the one who humbly and willingly laid down his life for me, so that I may gain all his inheritance. My God is a good good Father; I am not ashamed to call on His mighty name for it has been given to me to praise. I thank you Lord Jesus for calling me by name. Amen